𝓖𝓱𝓸𝓼𝓽

 

You left nothing in your name that would remind me of you to bring me the loving comfort in the lonely nights where you used to lay beside me. Your name was an illusion, ripped away from reality, and as I let my soft voice speak out your name I didn't know I would carry it's burden on my lips through the motions of life, through the emotions of my heart, through the evolution of my soul.. 

 And somehow I am pushing through the fears of you always being my shadow, following me wherever I go, meeting any new face I would greet, watching the products of your absence in the tears that rolled down my cheeks. At night, you would sneak in my dreams and give me your harsh judgement, making me wish I would never live. 

 What a cruel way to lead a life where I would not be able to enjoy your lips, feel your arms around me and dive deep into the pool of love that was never real. I loved a ghost, we never got to say our goodbyes and for that my heart is forever haunted.